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Before I start I just wanted to say... Thank you so much everyone. Thanks for all the lovely comments and all the support that I have received over the past day. It is really helping me realise that having no hair doesn't matter.

Hey guys, so today was pretty good. It started when I woke up. I had anxiety because I didn't know what people would say when I got to school. The pit of my stomach felt hard, it's hard to explain. But all the anxiety goes away for a brief moment  because when I turn on my laptop I see lots of supportive comments and people telling me their stories. I only had 5 comments, so what. It meant a lot to me and i'm really grateful of that.

Anyways, in the car ride to school I instantly see hair on my skirt and I start feeling anxious again. I try to curl up into a ball but I can't because i'm in the front seat and dad's driving. I try to keep calm and get into school. When I got there I got bombarded with hugs and my closest friends telling me that I was brave and that they were proud of what I had done. Now, hearing this warmed my heart and it made me realise that I had got worked up about nothing in the car earlier and that everything was going to be OK.

The first two periods were as normal. Go into class, sit through the lesson, get outa there. But when 3rd period came I was changing and talking to my friends. Somebody comes up to me. Somebody I know distantly but friendly came up to me and she said the words " I support you". This made me so happy, just knowing that people who I barely talk to care enough to read this and help me means the world to me. I went over to the group of people she was with, we sat down and talked. I explained about the disease and the hair loss and why I decided to blog. It felt nice letting it all out. Thanks to those people I now know that I have support, support that I didn't even think i'd get. So thanks, you know who you are.

The rest of the day went as normal. I actually felt comfortable talking about the hair and sometimes showing people the patches! I had 100 percent of support, even from people I had recently fallen out with ( that took me by surprise) . I feel like coming out and telling you all about this has brought me closer to you all that before.

Thank you all for all your support that you have given me, I really appreciate it and now feel more comfortable talking about it than I did before. Thanks to all the people who left comments and have given me supported me throughout the day. Make sure you check out my youtube videos and leave me a comment saying what you thought about this blog. If you have Alopecia, know that there is somebody that will support you an don't let if confine who you are.

Thank you all for reading

Bigmouthmaya