Hello guys, i'm finally back! A lot has happened since I last released a blog. I went back to school, I have new hair growth, and i'm going to shave a little bit of my head, and I finally released a video where I was 100% open and I showed my hair.
So today i'm going to start with my whole going back to school situation.
I went back to school about a week ago and I feel completely fine and normal. The days leading up to school was complete hell, I was so scared and absolutely did not want to go. I was talking to people over text and the phone, telling them that I didn't want to be a pert of school this year, not until I was better. I had emailed the school asking them if I could wear a hat and they said yes but still I wasn't happy. But there was someone I was talking to, someone who was going through struggles similar to mine, only this person was hiding, he was afraid to talk to people about what he was going through. After a while of talking he opened up to me, and we soon became close. We would talk for hours at a time expressing our thoughts and feeling and would give each other advise. He says he admires me for my braveness and I say thanks. But really I admire him, throughout everything he has been through he has managed to keep his cool, which is amazing. And for all of you thinking ' she's been talking to a stranger' don't worry I know him in person as well. This person would be the one I talked to when I felt lost and he helped me find myself. I'm not going to name him but I know he reads the blogs, so I wanna say thanks dude, you really helped me.
I'm finding school fine now and i'm really happy. I feel normal and comfortable. So normal and comfortable that I decided to take my hat off. It's going to go back on but I felt comfy enough to take it off infront of everyone which was crazy!
The other day mum checked my hair, she was just taking a look to fid any new baby hairs and to her surprise, she found some! There is only a few where the old patches are but there is new hair. This is so nice to see because it means that my hair follicles haven't died. The only thing is, more hair is falling out than growing back,but I don't want to focus on that and ruin the mood. So I won't
So there is a little part of my head that I want to take care of. It's at the back of my head and it's really annoying. There is a stage that you get to before going completely bald ( which is where the back of my head is at) where there are little wisps of hair. They are annoying because they don't go into my ponytail so i'm just going to shave the back of my head to get rid of them. If i'm ok with the baldness for a little while, then I may consider going completely bald but for now i'm going to stick to only shaving a small part.
The last thing i'm going to talk about my video that I released. I though that it was about time that I showed the world me hair. Properly. I made the video so I could properly express my thoughts and feelings on hair loss and dealing with it all. I also made it for the people who are scared and confused about what's happening. I've talked to a lot of people since that video who have been afraid and who have just been curious so it really warms my heart that i'm making people feel better. If anyone does need to talk, don't be afraid to leave comments under my videos of blogs of instagram pics of even tweet me. I'l always be there for a chat.
That's all for this blog, please be sure to share this blog to anyone who needs it and help get the word out there. Also to check out my video go to my youtube video which will be on my first page, please like it and leave a comment it will really mean a lot to me.
Thanks for taking the time to read this blog.
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